It was about this time that God began to bring me across many other Christians who had been through a similar process to my own - praying and prophetic people from all kinds of backgrounds, right across the nation. And God was talking to them about Revival too. A number had even been given amazingly specific dreams and visions of what was coming.
I had been studying Reformation and Revival history for some years, and when I began to realize what God was saying to us in New Zealand, I began to write and put out a series of small booklets on the subject. These seemed to produce a snowball effect as more and more people read them and got in contact with me from all over the country. Before long I was in touch with literally hundreds of praying groups and individuals right across New Zealand and I found that many of them were being shown similar things.
In 1996 I began an Internet web-site called 'New Zealand Revival Bulletin' - which contained many of these prophecies and visions about the coming Street-Revival. Before I knew it I was getting emails from all over the world. I started an Email newsletter and in its first week 300 people joined. This is now known as the 'ANZAC Prophetic List' and has over 5000 subscribers worldwide.
Why is it that these visions and prophecies have struck a chord with praying and prophetic people from around the globe? I believe it is because they are so specific - giving a whole new depth of understanding to the great 'shaking' and harvest that God has promised to this generation. I also believe that they have an uncompromising 'Truth' about them which brings a resounding "AMEN!" from deep within people's hearts - even though their message is often extremely challenging. As a Revival historian, one of the first things I noticed was how well they tie in with past Reformations and Revivals from God.
Basically, what these visions and prophecies show is the coming of a "street-based" church - a 'church without walls', absolutely saturated with the glory of God. No divisions, no walls, no denominations - nothing to detract from the wonder of Jesus. It is a return to the book of Acts. What God is saying is that He is about to mightily cleanse and anoint His people, and bring them out onto the streets, just like in the beginning. There will be tremendous healings and miracles as God once again establishes true apostles and prophets - the 'five-fold' ministry of Ephesians 4. He has also shown that there is to be piercing 'repentance' preaching and enormous conviction of sin, with thousands of young people gathered on the streets. There will also be a "new music" - a new song of praise, utterly glorifying to God.
God has been speaking right around the world in the past twenty years - about the great "shaking", Reformation and Revival that are coming upon His church. What the visions and prophecies from New Zealand do is give additional insight into all of this. But as we read these things it is important to remember that true Reformations and Revivals have always been the most revolutionary, the most controversial, the most 'violent' spiritual events of their time. It would be wise to expect nothing less from this one.
MY "WILDERNESS" EXPERIENCE
I often get a number of what I call "out-of-church" type Christians writing to me when I publish visions such as the 'Bride Leaving Christendom', etc. These people identify strongly with such prophecies because they feel that they describe people leaving the organised church system as we know it - and coming out into a kind of "wilderness" - as they have. Now, I spent a number of years in the "out-of-church" scene myself, and I understand exactly where these people are coming from. But I tell you right now, THE BRIDE IS NOT LEAVING TO COME INTO A "WILDERNESS" PLACE. SHE IS LEAVING TO COME INTO A "PROMISED LAND" OF REVIVAL - DISPLAYING THE GLORY OF GOD TO THE WORLD. This is NOT a move of individuals drifting away to be "alone with God". It is a CORPORATE leaving of the "Cathedrals" (and all that goes with them) that have kept the church in bondage for centuries. This is what the 'Street-Revival' is all about. It is about God bringing a JOINING-TOGETHER outside the 'four walls'. It is the Book of Acts all over again. It is about Unity and Revival and the Glory of God out in the real world - where the lost and dying people are.
The whole "individualist" thing - the 'anti-leader' thing and the "anti-body" thing are what worry me most about many out-of-church Christians I have met. A lot of them seem too "anti" to become part of ANYTHING - even a true move of God. Their views are nothing like the Book of Acts. They have a 'wilderness' mentality and they cannot see past it. They want everyone to be "alone" like them. This is what I have experienced anyway. And I was part of that scene for seven years.
Here is what happened to me:
I had been brought up in a Christian environment all my life. My father was a Spirit-filled Baptist preacher before I was born, and was also a researcher and writer on Revival (-it runs in the family!) So when I myself became a Spirit-baptized Christian at the age of 17, there were all these books on Finney, Wesley, Evan Roberts, 'Azusa Street', etc, just waiting for me! So I was very interested in Revival and prayer right from the start of my Spirit-filled walk. When I was baptized in the Holy Spirit, I also came under a very powerful prophetic anointing, though I had little understanding of it at the time. (What was "wrong" with me? - Why was I so distressed and devastated at the condition of the church when others seemed so comfortable with the status quo?) Fortunately I had all my Revival books which told me I was not alone, but merely one of many concerned Christians, right down through the ages. But I certainly felt very much alone a great deal of the time. (Apart from God of course - He was always there).
I became involved in a couple of churches - the main one being a fairly "hard-line" Pentecostal group. And because of my very brash youthful zeal in witnessing I did alright there, though I seemed to be always in some kind of trouble with the leadership. I just couldn't shut my mouth at the crucial time - I so longed to see the church in a true Revival state, and I was pretty brazen about my opinions (I certainly lacked for wisdom in those days!) I was also very "hard-line" legalistic myself in many ways. But God was training me and using me, almost in spite of myself.
But then it happened. Finally, after many run-ins and minor disputes, I came across what I felt were some pretty fundamental differences in doctrine between this church and me, and I finally left for good, after chafing for quite some time. But instead of going looking for another church, my wife and I banded together with some friends and tried to start our own group. But whereas before God's blessing had been with us, now it clearly was not, and nothing much came of what we were doing. God had some BIG lessons in store.
This was the beginning of a period of literally SEVEN YEARS totally outside the church system (from age twenty to twenty-seven) for myself and my family. (By this time I was married to a wonderful Christian wife and we were eventually to have six lovely children).
All through this period of wilderness, testing and spiritual trials, one thing I never gave up on was my nightly prayer-times with God. These were as blessed as ever, but often they were the only 'spiritual' thing I had going on in my life. Everything else seemed closed, empty, dead. This went on for year after year after year. I KNEW we were not to go back to church, yet nothing was happening. But if I visited a church, nothing was there for us either. All was desolation, and in the end I (who had once been the proudest, loudest, most hard-line arrogant witnessing machine) was so spiritually "crushed" that I could hardly bear to talk about spiritual things with anyone. Some may say that all of this was of the devil. Not so. GOD had led me out into the wilderness for a purpose, and He would lead me in from it in His good time. I was being humbled and broken, and every ounce of proud 'religious' life was being crushed out of me, that God might one day shine through.
During this time we slowly became aware of a network of "out-of-church" Christians right through New Zealand (and no doubt in many other countries also), who had all come out of various churches (-some had even been leaders). We would occasionally visit them on a casual basis, and we found that there were almost out-of-church "doctrines" amongst this group, which we came to imbibe ourselves. Much of this "doctrine" was more negative than positive. It often involved long litanies of everything that was wrong with the church system and it's leaders (a very soft and convenient target), often involving somewhat "mocking" sarcasm, and relief that we, the 'real' Christians were now out of it all. I fully partook in all of this with great relish, having my own chip on my shoulder, and my own resentments to nurse. And of course, the great "answer" that we smugly believed in, was to leave the churches altogether. We became quite suspicious of 'churchy' Christians who were still in the system - even if they were praying people who obviously walked close to God. How arrogant we were, once again! But after awhile even this began to pall, and I became so 'crushed' eventually that even mockery of the 'system' gave me little joy any more. All was vanity, all was nothingness. When would God ever move?
We got involved with Christian music (-my wife and I are both musicians, and we knew the history of Revival music), but we were just striving in the flesh during this whole period. God had us in 'prison', and we were going NOWHERE until we learned what He had to teach us. I had been praying for years, "God use me, God fill me more and more with your Spirit, God bring Revival", and here I was sitting in a spiritual 'dungeon' - and there was nothing I could do about it. Spiritually speaking, it was like being in a kind of "crushing machine". I was almost in despair at times. But this is what you will get if you ask God to 'break you and use you'. Don't be surprised if He takes you at your word!
My first band had become almost an "idol" to me by this stage (I was 26 years old) - as ministries often can. But one day, something dramatic went wrong that meant we would have to cancel a concert, and suddenly I KNEW - I just KNEW that this whole thing was not of God - it was me striving, striving, striving to "MAKE IT HAPPEN". And I knew in that instant that it was all over. This was my last holdout - the only spiritual ministry I had left, and it was not of God. The band was finished. We played our last couple of concerts and that was it. THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE. NOTHING BUT GOD.
And instead of striving and 'ministry-idolatry', I began to once again spend hours just basking in the presence of God, tears streaming down my face, just glorying in His presence - worshipping and communing with Him. And I began to come under a prophetic anointing the like of which I had never known, even at the beginning. I was 27 years old, and I had been in the Wilderness for seven years.
Suddenly God seemed to remove the old cloak of heaviness and replace it with a garment of praise. And He kept telling me the same thing over and over again: "REVIVAL IS COMING. REVIVAL IS COMING." (Sometimes I would literally leap for joy at the reality of this word). During one intense three-day period, God showed me how I could attack and destroy in Jesus' name, many of the strongholds of pride, rebellion, religion, etc, that had had a hold in my life for many years. And this is literally what I did. Glory to God! I tell you, I was transformed.
And God also began to introduce me to many praying and prophetic people (mostly 'in-church', though some were "out" - I didn't care what format or 'boxes' they fellowshipped in any more - their relationship with God was what mattered). Many of these people confirmed what God had been showing me. And I also heard my first 'prophetic' tapes from overseas, which were amazing confirmation. Suddenly I was not alone! All those things God had been showing me down the years - He was showing others too! Suddenly, I began to feel I needed to write it all down, so others could share in what God was saying. (I hadn't been writing for years). A prophet prophesied over me and anointed me as a 'writer - watchman', and indeed God has blessed my writing more than I ever dreamed possible. Glory to God! No longer was I crushed and despairing in the Wilderness. I was mightily free in Jesus. But something important in me (in fact, a lot of things) had changed through that Wilderness journey. I was not the same person in many ways. (In fact many people could not believe the changes). God had crushed me and brought me to life again - His way. And many of the "rough edges" were gone forever. I was now far more reliant on Him - for everything. These were very crucial changes, and indeed, I think now, how could God ever have used me the way I was??
There are two points arising from all this that I would like to make. The first is that I believe God took me out of the church system mostly because of the faults in ME - more than in the church. (Though it is obvious that today's church does have serious problems, of course). He wanted to get me away into a desolate place and get rid of my arrogance, my pride, my brashness, my "hard-line" legalistic view of things. He also later dealt with my "superior", smug attitude towards 'churchy' Christians and systems, etc. He wanted to break me and humble me (at my request) because only then could He truly use me. What a devastating process! But how skilfully managed by God. He desires not to destroy us, but to save us from ourselves. How dark our hearts are, and how much we need to be broken and re-made in the image of His holy Son.
I believe that many prophetic people (like myself in those days) do have problems with "rebellion". They seem to rub leaders the wrong way almost by design sometimes. And then they develop a "persecution complex" or slink off wallowing in self-pity. I have done all of this and more. Rebellion is the most insidious sin, and when you begin to see how much it dominates our world, and how ingrained it is in us, it is a real eye-opener. This has been an absolute revelation to me in recent years. How deceitfully wicked is the heart of man!
On the other hand, I empathise with prophets speaking an unpopular word that comes from God's own heart, and being rejected. What a devastating experience for a prophet. We feel God's grief personally, because that is the way God has made us. Rejection for a prophet is like torture! I have been in these situations also. But I have found that it is only when you have dealt with Rebellion that you can trust yourself to speak only God's word to a leader. Rebellion can greatly affect the words we bring to leaders, and yet many prophets seem to hardly know they have a problem in this area. I can look back now and I wince at the influence of Rebellion over my words and actions in the past. But God does cleanse and heal.
Often now I see the leader's point of view when unwise prophets, consumed with hurt and rejection, arrive looking for something or someone to 'target'. So-called "prophets" like this are a curse, not a blessing. And I am painfully aware that my own past contains episodes like this. How on earth did God put up with me? The whole "lone ranger" thing IS a problem, and is quite unacceptable in any 'body' situation. There is simply no excuse for it at all. And I am right behind any leader who acts to protect the sheep from such people. That is a shepherd's job, after all. (But if all they are doing is protecting their own hide, and squashing the prophetic word - then judgement will surely follow the prophet's words - as sure as day). Prophets, let God vindicate you. Make NO ATTEMPT to vindicate yourself.
The other thing about Prophetic people and "out-of-church" types is the 'individualism' that can easily set in, and make them of little use to God in any real way, because they just cannot truly relate to a 'Body'. It is simply not possible to have a Body made up of individualists. It just does not work. A true Body has LEADERS. It has members who are "KNITTED TOGETHER". I am often amazed when I come across 'out-of-church' type material which encourages rampant individualism (-saying that being alone, away from the 'Body' is the only "answer") and then goes on to talk about the wonderful Revival that is coming. I tell you, unless you can KNIT INTO A BODY and relate well to leaders, and all the other 'Body' things, YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A PART IN THE COMING REVIVAL. It is just a pipe-dream. Some say they will relate well to the coming leaders, though they have trouble with all of today's leaders. Let me tell you: God is dealing with Rebellion now. If you can't sit under authority today, you will be a pain in the neck to tomorrow's leaders too. Deal with your rebellion now, or miss out. It's that simple. I believe a lot of problems could be caused by roaming "lone ranger prophets" in the coming move of God - even worse than today. Tell me friend, do YOU have the makings of being just such a "lone ranger"??
My second point is that the Wilderness IS a valid place to be for people who are being broken, trained and molded by God. Many of God's heroes, big and small, down the ages, have been personally dealt with by God in the Wilderness. And I believe that many of those whom God has been preparing to have a part in His new move have been taken through the Wilderness by God in our day. The Wilderness is not the answer in itself. It is a waypoint. If you get stuck in the Wilderness, like the children of Israel did, you are in trouble. If you like the look of the Wilderness more than the Promised Land, you are in BIG trouble. The Wilderness swallowed most of the children of Israel whole. They did not use it as preparation, like they were supposed to. They went to the place of testing and failed the test. But historically, the Wilderness has been a very important place of brokenness and training, where God has prepared men and women before using them in some way.
So I ask those who are "in church" not to belittle what is happening in the lives of some whom God has 'called out' for a time, just as I would ask that they not belittle you. There is much truth in the concept of God using the Wilderness not so much to get people "out of the system", but rather to "get the system out of people". We have got to un-learn many of our old 'Christendom' habits for this coming move, so as not to repeat them. This is not going to be a 'Christendom' Revival, with all the usual ways and trappings which we now take for granted. It will be an 'Out-of-Christendom' street-Revival. Why ruin it with the church ways we "always do things" today? This un-learning is one very important reason why I believe God has taken so many people out of Christendom for awhile, into the Wilderness. It is preparation for the coming move, which will be very different from now (but also very practical - just like the early church).
My hope in writing this has been to challenge both groups - those within and those without the system, to prepare in whatever way God would have you, for what He is about to do. And to promote understanding of the different paths that He has been leading His people on.
To get back to my own story for a moment, I am now 38 years old. My wife and I have been happily married now for eighteen years, and we have six wonderful children. We eventually became involved in a Spirit-filled Salvation Army church, then a Baptist fellowship in New Zealand. And it was not long after that that God called me into full-time itinerant ministry. But my ministry has definitely taken on a more "radical" edge as time has gone on.
For many months I toured New Zealand, preaching on 'The Coming Street Revival' and urging people to pray for a great outpouring of the Holy Spirit. However, I noticed a real turning point in my preaching during my first visit to America in 2003. This came when I preached a message known as 'Thundering in Nashville'. A new boldness and authority to see people REPENT seemed to come upon me that day.
As you have probably realized, preaching is important to me because I have felt God's call and longing in my life ever since I was 17 years old - to be a true Revivalist - a'John-the-Baptist' type preacher like Finney and Wesley, etc. Even through the darkest years of my "wilderness" journey I always felt this call from God over my life. "Agonizing prayer" is one of the keys to this type of ministry, I believe.
But it is only in the last couple of years that I have really seen signs of it coming to pass. There have been several turning points during that time. In August 2003, God woke me up at 4:00am one morning (-quite rare for me) and suddenly shone light on one of the keys to Wesley's and Finney's preaching that I had never seen before. In an instant I saw it and when I began to preach that message I started to see people repent with tears and confession of sin like I had not seen before.
It is exciting to realize that finally I may be becoming the 'Revivalist' that I have always felt called to be. But God has clearly called me to preach "Reformation" as well, and this is the side of my ministry that is the most controversial and radical.
I am convinced that a great "SHAKING" - a wave of tremendous Reformation and "change" is coming upon the church. I believe we are currently in a 'lukewarm' state and God will not live with this. He is about to move in such a way that will greatly shock a lot of Christians. Everything about the church is going to change. We are going to return to the purity, the simplicity and the power of the early church - and for some people it is going to be a very "painful" transition.
So that is why this web-site was born. -To be a "clarion call" for change in the church.
[Today our family lives in Kansas City, USA - where we shifted in Feb 2004. -A place that God has been speaking to us about for many years]. God bless you all.
Kindest regards in Christ,
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